Wednesday, May 11, 2011

A Friend

 Assalamualaikum...



As I mentioned in the previous post, I have an ICT assignment that due on this Friday and Alhamdulillah I have finished it today, two days ahead the due date. Now I'm doing some work on another assignment to be submitted on next Friday, what a Fridays I have. Off that assignment talk, now I feel like I would to take about a friend of mine. A friend that I met long ago and still remain friend until now. Between us there is no similarities that I can say connects us together. Her taste is far more exclusive than I am. All branded stuff u mention, all are in her collection. Compared to me who come from an average family have always just dream about having that kinda thing. She likes living in the city while I'm just a kampung girl. She loves to be in a relationship while I love to be single. She loves living in comfort while enjoy travelling. She loves shopping while I prefer saving. She loves to dream while I believed in reality.I remember the first time we met was when she first came to my school. She moved from Penang to Kelantan because she switched school when  she was in form 1. Such a destiny I guess. I do not know why, I am the first person that went to say hi to her (bcoz actually I don't really had friends for the first 6 months of secondary school) when she first came to our class. Since then, she stick with me until the end of form 5. We are close yet we are so far. I am not a person who tells everything that happened in my life to everybody so does she but still we are close together. Irony. One thing I regret not telling her is my whereabout. After highschool I went through quite  a tough time searching and adjusting to new world without having no one to turn to.    The reason for not telling is bcoz I was ashamed of my terrible experience of maturing. For 4 years I kept a silence between us without her knowing that I have switch to 4 different schools but last year I decided to break the news. I never expected that she would shed tears for me and was very disappointed on my decision for telling her the truth. I understand her feeling of being duped but I just can help it. Sometimes, the closer we been to somebody, the more ashamed we feel about them. I thought that at that moment,she will end our friendship as she never contacted me for almost 2 months. Luckily that's not the end. She just came here to visit me two weeks ago, alone without her boyfriend tagging along. And we spent the days together like we used to when we're in highschool. It just felt fresh as I recalled all the memories back then. The fact that we live in the same country far away from our family connects us together, finally. For 3 days she spent here at my place this was the first time I opened up my stories to her and she as well poured everything that she wasn't able to tell others. I'm just glad that she still regard me as her best friend despite her having abundance of other friends.  And I just realised that we have been friend for 11 years now and I really hope that we would still be friend for another 50 years if God willing.

I hope she won't mine I use her picture hehe...


Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Ups and Downs

Assalamualaikum...



This 2-3 days I haven't been quite lucky. Quite few numbers of incidence happened where it is the first time for me to experience. Two days ago, my housemate spilled some hot burning oil to my face and it was the worst experience ever for me. I have never experience that and it hurts much coz the oil nearly got into my eyes but luckily it didn't. It just spilled on outside of my left eye and it was the worst part, my eye lid and the it stings overnight. Now the worst part of it is, the wound had turn dark brown and I do look like a thug ready to go rob a house. The dotted spots on my faces are scattered on whole of my face and there are 11 in total. I can say that I am tremendously sad with this incident as I did not do anything as my true intention was to help but I'm the one who got injured. All I can say is this is a test my gratefulness to the creator. I didn't blame my housemate for the accident because it was not directly her fault. And today, another unlucky day for when I went to the supermarket I missed the last bus home.The bus service that I took today ends up early and I didn't realised that earlier. I borrowed my friend's free ticket to ride there but end paying my own on the way back as I rode  a bus from another company. So unlucky me and two days from now I got assignment to be submitted and I haven't finished it yet but 80 of it done already. I wish that tomorrow will be a brighter day for me and I wish I will never forget to be grateful to the Almighty for His Blessing for this life.

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